I originally made this blog as a way of getting intimate things off my chest. Things I wouldn't even say to my family. I figured I'd just put it out there for strangers to read. I honestly believe that if you keep shit locked up inside it turns into something bad. Like cancer. I had some garbage I really needed to get out of me. So I made this blog under a false name and figured that no one would know it was me posting it (save the one person that I told about it - hi, Linds).
A couple people have now mentioned this blog to me, and I found myself being quite alarmed that they knew about it. It's supposed to be secret. They found it by googling the name of the film I'm working on. I removed the name of the film from this blog, but it's still turning up on google.
I have a certain amount of anxiety about this. As far as I know, my family is unaware of my atheism. That's just a whole can of squirming worms I'd really not like to open anytime soon. I'd really be uncomfortable if a certain ex-girlfriend of mine read this. ...or her sister. Also, now that I know people that are close to me are reading it, I'm no longer able to express myself freely.
So if you've read this blog - you know me in real life - and your name isn't Lindsay, congratulations! You've stumbled upon something that I never intended you to see. Something intimate and personal. Enjoy. It may or may not be here tomorrow, depending on how I feel.